YOSHIROU-SAN~
050896 My birthday hor! Im FOURTEEN
NAN HUA HIGH SCHOOL My School
NHHE ~ My CCA ~ Imma harpist
And i am a boy who needs more love than others
I wanna be thin
I wanna be popular
i want tt person to be my something
i wanna be happpy
i want more money
i want to be loved
i want to have more good friends
i want people to accept me for who i actually am
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Tuesday, August 31, 2010, 10:41 PM |
I have never experienced what
It is like to be popular or maybe to be more noticed.I went back to RMPS yesterday, i saw most of the teachers who taught us.
Then, I saw many of my previous classmates and schoolmates.I was taken aback,
Many people had changed, even me, i became slimmer.I talked to my previous classmates,
And i had this feeling that everyone was despising me.
It may be because they were all from the top schools in Singapore,
And because of my results,i ended up in NHHS.
I don't know what they were actually thinking about,
but i just had this feeling of being inferior.
I was happy that i was able to go back to my primary school,
but i don't feel as good as before i went there.
Maybe,
I AM JUST A INFERIOR PERSON.
My friend always tell me
To be optimistic and to be happy.
But, i was thinking,
Do you all even know how i am feeling?
U all are normal,
How do you know how i feel?
Don't keep saying u know how i feel.
Because in fact you don't know a single thing.
Now, i think i will only trust kor kor, because u are the only one i can trust now. Don't ask me why i treat you so well. It's because u treat me good enough for me to treat you well. I am not an ingrate....

Too bad but this is the only photo i like now.